It has been some time that I left my blog quietly.
This blog contains my feelings...
About mum
Her heart scanning's results showed some improvement so her operation will be conducted on 4th October. All of us give fully support to her. Probably I will accompany her throughout the operation eventhough I know my mum would refuse me to take leave. Nowadays, my mum requested to do this and that, I would definitely say yes.. Last time, I was rebellious and I would give all sort of replies, "Wait ar.."; "Later, I will do.." or "Why me?"
My dad asked me, "Have you prepared the worst senario for your mum?" Whenever he asked this question, I tried to avoid answering. Honestly, I'm not ready myself to accept any consequences!! I should say,"Nobody would wish bad things happen, right?" Somehow, I know I'm the eldest and have to prepare it. Praying for her mum is the best thing that I could do. Trying to make her happy each day...
About exam
Results just reviewed out and full of disappointment... :(
I'm tired of studying and wish to a break.. Probably will do it again next year.
About job
Since my senior resigned, I'm taking over her place but with another senior's guidance. At first, I was excited to handle full set of account for two companies. However, recently, my boss told me that one of companies will employ a new staff to handle the account so I have to pass over. Feeling happy or sad? Happy that I will be less burden as I wont be doing admin stuff for that co. but at the same time I'm sad as my learning scope is limited. "How long would I stay in this co?" I asked myself sometimes..
About trip
Thought of going to S'pore trip would be an adventurous as this is my first experience to hang out with friends.. Due to lack of budgetting, this trip is postponed to next year. But.. I will be taking part in Table Tennis Competition in S'pore with my dad in Nov. Not so bad afterall? Haha.. :)
