My exam result...

Some people just started their new semester, having exams, holidays or working to rush for the deadline. As for me, my internal exams finished one month ago. Today is my course mates big day. Wondering why I said so? It's because all of us know our results.

Besides, today is also my last day in college. No more revision classes for us. Starting from tomorrow, I have to concentrate my ACCA this Dec. So, Business Analysis is our last lectures which is conducted by Mr Chee. He didn't teach us much because everyone is exciting and nervous to know their results. No one has mood to attend his class. We are lucky to have such a considerate lecturer as Mr Chee released us earlier for us to check our results.

Around 9.30am, most of the students rushed to the library and they used the computers. So the computers were fully used by AFA-advanced diploma financial accounting students to check their results. I could see their faces that they really wanted to know their results. For me, I dare not check it in the library, instead I went to return my book to library.

For the 1st time in my life, I never felt that there is no confidence at all. Revealing my results like using a knife to cut my heart. Honestly, I did my exam badly so I might not able to accept my results. I remembered that I have problems for sleeping during my exams period and I even felt sick. How do I overcome this exam phobia? Could someone tell me please?

Since I don't have confident, I went to have lunch with my classmates. I heard from them that a few of them failed one or two subjects. My classmate, YP is the excellent student. She was sad that she wasn't able to retain her standards. At least, she passed all the subjects. However, I had 2 classmates who were smiling to us. This is a signal that they achieved good results. Yeah...they got an A's for professional accounting. After hearing from them, my feelings kept dropping. They kept on persuading me to check my results but I prefer to check it on my own because I will be ready to see it on my own. Although there is no one will lend me their shoulders, still I wanted to do this myself.

After attending my corporate reporting class, I decided to check my results in cc. On my way to cc, my heart started beating fast. Before this, I kept on praying for my results. Hopefully I could just to pass the exams. But if it turned out to be not my expectation, I prepare to accept the fact whole heartedly. So the very minute I key in my id number and password, my heart kept beating faster and non-stop. So what is my result?

Wanted me to reveal the fact? Ok... I PASSED all... I couldn't believe myself that I passed all.. Although I don't get any A's, I'm satisfy what I obtain as I'm not those smart people. I kept saying thanks to God. He really helped to go through this and I'm happy with it. So now, I can't wait telling my parents about my results. Haha.. Thanks again to God.

Ok..I need to sign off.. I might not able to update my blog because I don't have time and have to prepare for another 'war'. This time the war is tougher in Dec. Oh..yeah... I have camping this weekends. Haha.. I could go with a happy mood.

Before leaving, let's me wish my Indian friends, "Happy Deepavali". Tata...

She was forgiven

Hi.. I wanna ask you a question...Do you have a friend who did something very wrong to you such as betray you? So do you forgive the person? Here is a story that I would like to share with you.

She was forgiven

When you’re sorry for your mistakes, there is always one person who will accept you. The woman in this story discovered who that was. Everyone else went home, but Jesus walked out to the Mount of Olives. Then early the next morning, He went to the temple. The people came to him, and he sat down and started teaching them.

The Pharisees and the teachers of the Law of Moses brought in a woman who had been caught in bed with a man who wasn’t her husband. They made her stand in the middle of the crowd. Then they said, “Teacher, this woman was caught sleeping with a man isn’t her husband. The Law of Moses teaches that a woman like this should be stoned to death! What do you say?”

They asked Jesus this question because they wanted to test Him and bring some charge against Him. But Jesus simply bent over and started writing on the ground with his finger.

They kept on asking Jesus about this woman. Finally, he stood up and said, “If any of you have never sinned, then go ahead and throw the first stone at her!” Once again, He bent over and began writing on the ground. The people left one by one, beginning with the oldest. Finally, Jesus and the woman were there alone.

Jesus stood up and asked her, “Where is everyone? Isn’t there anyone left to accuse you?”

“No sir,” the woman answered.

Then Jesus told her, “I am not going to accuse you either. You may go now, but don’t sin anymore.” [John 14:16-17]

Hanging out with our ex-classmates

Hi…I’ve a special date on 28^th Sept 2008. Wonder who did I go with? Let you guess first… Is it Chinese guys? I will tell you if you continue to read this. Haha…

I went to church with my mum early in the morning. I wore a green shirt and my favourite black skirt. I also wore my new shoes which I bought it on Jusco day. After church service, my mum and I went to Mid Valley at 11am. We didn’t walk around because the new shoes made me feeling so painful. So we ended up sitting in Border to read story book. I chose to read Singapore Ghost Stories by Russell Lee. As for my mum, she read planting and cooking.

Around 12pm, I met Bluebell in The Gardens. I told her about the Pulau Lang Tengah gathering with our secondary schoolmates in March. This trip is organised by CH. About 1pm, we met 2 Indians, Deve and Ragu at Mid Valley Megamall Centre Court. They were my secondary school mates. We used to be good friends since Form 1. I still remembered that Ragu & Deve always like playing fool around with us. During Form 1, Bluebell was taller than them and teased them by calling “Kartek” (Shorty). Haha… However, these names weren’t lasted long when we were in Form 3, their heights shot up and are taller than us. Thinking those happy times we had were so memorable. I wish that I could go back to school. Haha…

Deve didn’t change much. He is still looking thin and likes to tease us. There is one thing that he changed is keeping moustache. Haha… As for Ragu, he cut his hair. He doesn’t have long hair when I saw him in KL Sentral. However, he kept moustache and beard. Anyway, I prefer his looks now than last time. I thought we would converse in English but we didn’t realise that our Bahasa Melayu became fluent for the past 4 years.

Bluebell was eager to try her newly bought handphone. She is using Sony Ericsson, K880. So, our first activity was to take pictures and our background was Hari Raya decoration. Then, our second activity was to have a drink in Food Junction. We did some catch up about our schoolmates. Deve is studying degree for land surveyor course in UPM and Ragu is also studying degree for computer science in Bangi. Babu is still couple with Davashini. Parasakti and Moli are taking law courses. Thenmoly is taking teaching course. Ari went to India to study film course. I guess Ari will become one of the Bollywood film director. Haha… Ganesh is working and he owns a handphone shop. Amuthan is also working. For many years not talking in BM, we still can joke around. Ragu is the coconut. Deve is the China Teh. Haha… Hmm… I wondered whether Ragu and Deve told me the truth that they are still single and available.

After that, we visited Pet Wonderland. Ragu and Deve wanted to find their ‘lovely friend’ there. Haha… Around 2.20pm, they suggested to watch movie because they found out it is difficult to past the time without watching a movie. Haha… I was surprised to see there is no long queue in GSC counter to buy movie ticketing. Is it because of Hari Raya? We decided to comedy movie, “The Love Guru”. The show would start at 2.40pm so we still have half an hour.

We walked around in Jusco to past our time. Haha…10 minutes before the movie start, they bought popcorn and coke. Ragu sat at my left side while my right was Bluebell. Bluebell’s right side is Deve. The hall is small and not many people watching this movie. Bluebell was unlucky to buy a leak cup so her drink kept dripping. I managed to use a plastic bag to cover up for her.

The movie is about Guru Pitka tried to help Jane, the club manager to patch up the marriage of Daren and Prudence in order to win ice hockey championship. Daren is the striker of Leaf team but he has a problem with his shaking hand. This is because Daren was not able to focus on the game when he realised that his wife hang out with his opponent’s team (forgot team’s name). He failed to win the championship and lost confidence. Therefore, the fans blamed on Jane who is responsible for the lost of the whole team after her dad’s decease. So what is the ending of the story? Of course, Guru Pitka managed to patch up the marriage of Daren and Prudence by using several ways of persuasion and the team became champion once again. He also found his true love, Jane. Ragu seems to be enjoying himself much in this movie. Bluebell and I don’t find it very funny after all.

After movie, we went to The Garden to take pictures. Yeah…We were taking pictures again. Haha… Bluebell likes it. Then, we went to Burger King to have our lunch. Deve was our boss for giving us a treat. Ragu also gave us a treat on drinks while Bluebell paid the movie tickets. Oh…no…Looks like I was the only person for not spending money. I sent message to Bluebell by telling her that I wish to share the cost of the movie tickets on that night. Anyway, she told me to give her a treat in return when I will see her.

Bluebell transferred pictures to me by using Bluetooth while we were in Burger King. Later, she transferred the pictures to 2 Indian guys. I realised that all of us are using Sony Ericsson models. We also exchanged each other mobile phone to examine each models’ features. Actually, I just wanted to see at their camera pictures. (Hmm… Thought I could find out whether they have a picture with girl friend) Hehe… However to my disappointment, there was none. Hmm… maybe they knew that we would check on their phones so they may deleted it. Haha…

We bid each other goodbye at 6pm. I took a bus home. This is my first time for going with non-Chinese. It seems like all of us enjoy ourselves. I wish that we could go out next time. Okla… That’s all. Chat with you next time.